JARED JARED JARED

Friday, April 18, 2008

this is gonna be a long post [:

half day school today
cos of speech day.
jiamin came my house.
gossip and lunch-ed before heading back to school for the actual thing.
its like our last day in band ]:

syam mai and i prepared these for our juniors! [:

in the midst of preparation.

drum-major quarter-mistress and band-major of 2007/8 [:

i so love this picture la [:

clarinetist seniors [:

so confident of ourselves [:

the 1st clarinetist

the busking was somewhat okay i should say.
but somehow i was kinda pissed off
i think im not the only one.
its like not many people clap for us after we blow.
nvm
but at least acknowledge our presence ??

still, thanku seniors for clapping and cheering us up for the busking [:
also, the 4e6 people :
thanku so so much for watching and supporting us from the 2nd lvl [:
charmaine, jascintha,belinda,jannah,brian,wilson,weiler,yiming,jerald,andy,dingping,
zhenhao
really thank you guys tons
i hope i didnt left out any names
o.o

went back to music room after that
but half way back i cried
dont know for what too O.O
and tiara was like telling me its too early to 'turn on the water tap'
[':

glenn, tiara, syam and i made speech
seniors bought us cake to celebrate our graduation too
thanku so much seniors [:

our new secretary/treasurer [:

farah, our newly appointed band-major! [:

firdaus: drum-major [:

quarter-mistress! [:

clarinet section leader yo !
our eyes look abit swollen
due to the after crying effect :x

its was really a sad cum happy moment.

the new posts of com members: [i hope i can rmb]
band major: FARAH
drum major: FIRDAUS
quarter mistress: ASHIKIN
secretary/treasurer: NASUHA
librarian: JIN KAI, JIASHENG
drill ic: BRADLEY, EUGENE
recruit ic: MICHELLE, SYAFIQ
uniform ic: [i forgot :x]

after that
i was like, cant control my tears

mai too ]':

everybody was like crying and crying.
me too

i still remember tiara telling me," my tap still not turn on sia!"
and i replied her," mine like free flow sia, cant stop"
T.T
I MISS BAND!
I MISS THE PEOPLE!
T.T

the seniors's last fall out ]:
commanded by glenn.
my tears were like 'crawling out' when i tried to comfort adilah.

sec 4s YO!

CLARINETIST [alumni cum current batch]

went mac with esmb
mai, wenwen, ashikin and i were sitting tgt
we were like 'playing' air(invisible) 'ping pong'
which made cherry go laughing like mad
she simply cant stop

BANG BANG!

thanku juniors for all your gifts [:

just something i want to tell you guys but didnt manage to tell you:
clarinetist, work hard and dont be afraid to question if you have any doubts
mai and i will be joining NBC with you guys
provided we do well for our mid year
we will come back often and hope to see you guys improve!

and syam told me this in msn:

thx so much for the note it really touched me and made me tear for a while. you were a great leader who led this whole band to where it has become. i am proud of you to have taken a huge step in achieving the possible. i will definitely miss you jared, no doubt. but, dont forget me for i will surely miss you.

felt like crying at that moment
syam, i will miss you too [':

well.
im so near to the end of my post
but theres something i want to tell the band
but i didnt dare to say it just now
cos im afraid i might brust
and i hope you people will see this:

ESMB,
what the band has today is all the hard work and commitment you guys gave
all the achievements we've got
its all your credit.
and i would also like to use this chance to apologise to you guys
im sorry if i have hurt you in any other ways
be it pumping or during drills
i hope you can understand
and also
thanku so much for cooperating with me all these while
you guys have been great
if not for you support and acknowledgement
i would not be what i am today
i would also like to tell you that,
no matter what others say
be it 'no, band cnt do it' , 'they are nothing'
all sorts of negative comments
regardless of what kind of way they look at you
you must always believe that you can do it
and prove them wrong
dont give in to this kind of pressure they give you
believe you can and you can
for coming NBC, work hard for it and make miss tan, miss ong, mr ng and all the seniors proud of you
prove others who despise us WRONG
for next year's SYF, im sorry i couldnt join you guys though i hope i can
BUT
i promise to be there to support you till the end!
so you guys must work hard!
miss all of you so much so much
thanku for letting me step down without any regrets
[':

miss tan/miss ong:

thanku so much for giving me this opportunity to prove myself
i did thought of giving up the post of a band major at first
but you told me not to give up so easily
do not lose confidence in myself
i do have the potential in me but its just that i lack of confidence
when i realise that
i change
and i become what i am today
thanku so much teachers
for guiding me through this journey
regardless of what difficulties i encounter
you will help me
teach me
i learn alot
i realise i can do it
if without your help
i dont think i can perservre till today
i might have given up half way
thanku so much
for giving me this chance
right now
im leaving this band not only with memories
not only with a band major post
but with the skill
and knowledge
the confidence
thankyou miss tan and miss ong [':

mr ng:

you may be fierce at times
but its all for our own good
you scold us because you want us to improve
not for nothing
not for the leisure
you brought us to where ESMB is right now
you proved many people wrong
the bronze we got last year
shut many people's mouth up
and band was known
its presence
thank you for being such a good conductor.

i think i have said what i want to say
ESMB jiayou!
I LOVE YOU GUYS!

clarinetist i love you [:

XOXO,
11:58 PM

Tuesday, April 15, 2008

4e6 is finally back to where to are
class sweet class

1st 6 periods of the day was surprisingly non-tired lessons [:
then recess
poa got back test
got the highest [:
*happy
but mrs chia doesnt seem to be ]:

shall do better [:

rehearsal tmr
yiming wana change his blazer to a smaller size
i think it would be too short for his sleeve?
but he says its alright..

emcee is so fun [:
razeef told me when i read the 1st name wrongly, hanna was like 'OPPS'
hahas. :x

might be the last post till after MYE !

tmr's gonna be another tiring day
haven start revision ]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]:

dancing in the middle of the streets ....

XOXO,
10:39 PM

Monday, April 14, 2008

god!
was so damn nervous before the actual thing
infact in class
the clock was like ticking 10.10am
yiming looked at me with that look
im really nervous ..

well
the actual thing wasnt that bad except that:
1] i actually skipped a name by accident
2] i spoke like a machine gun
O.O

so many faults
godddddddd

and wilson was selected for the INTEGRITY award
(must thank jolene [:)

stayed back for phy
god[once again]
lesson was like sooooooooo sian!
nearly fell asleep
thanku brian for talking to me and waking me up from there [:

stayed for sectionals. [: