Monday, November 16, 2009
breakfast with the usuals at 201 this morning :D
but stomach is always going against me on weekdays
i dont know why but specifically weekdays, yes :/
anyway
walked back to school
had lectures as usual and i realised i cant catch a single thing
which is dam bad
bleak future, yea
oh wells
we'll just see how as it goes ba..
after all the lectures had HAT talk w jeff and julian
didnt sign up in the end :/
then tmall for lunched at pizza hut with carol, wilson, jeff, julian and cy
talked about the most random stuffs ever -.-
and apparently i couldnt catch most -.-
but you know sometimes some things have to let me know
not that i want but ya ..
hahaha
rained the whole day, practically
nice weather to sleep :D
carol's bday celebration on sat :D
i realised,
im getting high in school almost everyday for the weirdest reasons ever, when no one acutally laughs at all.
and i think alot, coming up with weirdest reasons and assumptions ever, when maybe the situation isnt even suppose to mean that way at all. who knows.
and im kinda aimless. i couldnt decide stuffs for myself.
if i cant, then who could? ah wells.
why is it that sometimes when you've alr set your mind on something, somehow or rather kinda determine to do it, there's always some situation that'll happen then which causes you to think twice on the decision that you've just made. then you'll be half-hearted by then, thinking about what had happened before, changing your stand again. just cant stay rooted to the ground.
though i may seem like i dont really care about stuffs and laughing like some mad woman, it doesnt mean i dont have my down side. pressing and looking down the rows, it reminded me of alot of things, or rather to me, which may be significant, to me.
maybe maybe maybe, just maybe i'm thinking too much. everything lies with me, its just me and no one else.
XOXO,
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