JARED JARED JARED

Thursday, November 26, 2009

last day of school
met carol, wilson and cy in the morning
had lecture then drag drag drag ... -.-
after that like so scattered
what a day to end school for the 1st year ):

met darling for lunch today! :D
really bitched alot
or rather like updating
bombarded w stuffs, random stuffs:/

then went to ryan's house to find the guys
gosh man, i cannot stand the sun, SERIOUSLY!
literally melting, even the guys say so -.-

and and and
i love ryan's dogs! (only thing they lick alot :/)
but i love bird's one even more! :DDD
conclusion: love both :D
hahaha

then left for school
for ogl talk
man, i see a tough route infront of me man
like really
all those high expectations and stuffs
after that went to stadium and watched puyuan and cy having softball
their coach like fierce :/

what a way to end last day of J1..
well
everything's so not gonna be the same next year
people missing here and there
not seeing some people
you'll have those missing kind of feeling, somehow, and i dont like that, seriously
when you're used to seeing it come everytime, dropping some of them, and in the midst of the crowd, you'll see .
how different would it be when i could no longer see anymore? i dont like that.
come to think of it, when was the last time?

heard and saw something today which causes me to think again, from the already-decided-not-to-think-about-it-anymore me to the think-again me. since it could occur to some mos that its obvious, i doubt the smart you wouldnt not know at all, maybe the essence of it? idk.
but i realised no matter how many times i said that or decided to, i would always end up saying only, or maybe good enough, that'll last for a period of time, then poof, gone. i hate myself for being indecisive, being emotional at times. i doubt i could hold on to it any longer, maybe for a while, but definitely not long. cos i've cling on to it long enough, long enough to make one go bonkers. whats that, seriously.
i suppose leading a simple life would be alot better. and i wonder when i'll get a feel of that, again.

cant wait to meet up the rest soon :D

XOXO,
1:12 AM