Sunday, November 29, 2009
led a normal day
went ikea and popular early in the morning
came home to realise bro was still sleeping -.-
seriously, pig.
noon great aunt came
dont know why i dont really like her :/
i now its bad but...
anyway
mahjong the whole of today
was really fun :D
cant wait to play again
maybe tmr?
and i received the edusve bursary letter :D
going out early in the morning w mum and grandma
insufficient sleep, again :/
hopefully mon'll be able to sleep in abit, abit longer :D
maybe twilight abit later
and yes!
i wanna watch new moon :D
though the sneaks are alr out :/
cant wait to go out with wife and darling next wed :D
and BON VOYAGE to bird who's going to bintan tmr! :D
i realise i tend to think alot when im alone. regardless where-school, home, bus stop, eating, wherever you name it. stuffs'll start to pop out from somewhere i dont know where and cause me to think alot. then, mood swing-.-
i realise i think alot ever since this year. i dont used to think that much into stuffs, taking things always easy(which may not be a good thing) and always laughing madly highly nonsensically with MAI :D i miss those times.
i wonder what might be happening at the other side of singapore, or maybe not to the extent, just a few kilometres away.
i wonder a few kilometres away, does minds think alike.
i wonder when'll be the day i pluck up courage from some green patch of grasses covered with flowers and string them into words.
i wonder what reaction i'll get from this courage of mine.
i wonder would things be the same after that.
let nature takes it course, carol told me that alot alot of times. i have to take that, but ive been enduring for quite some time alr, i really dont know when i'll just let go, cos i can feel that its fading. really. but, somehow, i just cant bear to let it go. i thought librans are supposed to be patient and balanced, im losing this patience of mine.
i really miss you mai ):
XOXO,
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